Monday, April 4

Percolating

Talk to me – too… what’s on your mind? I’ve grown quite bored with my own obsessive thoughts…. All day my humor had an internal irony to it that didn’t seem to relate to the outside world…too my coworkers, the sound of my voice, even, felt strange…shrill and disingenuous. I am not depressed, however, nor confused, nor frustrated, angry, pessimistic… all these emotions which – thought hopefully fleeting – generally create the OOB emotion experience…
Yet here it is… like a daze…. as though I am drugged…… I am tired of my own thinking and thinking about my own experiences… I want some new adventure in – “Adventures in Ideas” (the title of one of A.N. Whitehead’s works, BTW) or adventures in real life – its SPRING – I want to jump out of a plane or go bungie jumping or buy a jetski.

And think about stuff I haven’t thought about already…
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