Today

Today ....

arrived the sheets I bought
For the bed that I am no longer able to sleep in

I wrote a song
That one day soon I will believe enough to sing

I stared at books
for hours
and learned nothing new

I felt angry,
and better,
and empty,
and loved,
and exhausted.

Today........ is finally over

I can't believe its finally over....

You couldn't even really love yourself
how could you love me?

Please, I beg you... God
Stop this heartache , help me let go